"Happiness will always be your most powerful source of revenge."
how am i supposed to go throughout my day…. memories always haunt me. i want them to go away. i want to stop crying. i want to stop missing. i want to stop hurting. but i cant. waking up is the hardest thing to do. remembering how lonley i am stabs me in the heart every, single, day. how am i supposed to go on when im so used to something. or someone. everything in my life, relates to you. i hate you. i hate what you’ve done to me. i hate that you threw me away. you threw away a year of hard work,of firsts, of memories, of fighting and promises. i could have done so many worse things. but i still get thrown away. i feel useless. i know im not, but i feel like i have no purpose anymore. im not the only one to go through this, but then why do i feel so alone? nothing makes it better. i want it to go away. but im permanently haunted. im haunted by the memory of you. the memory of you is worse then the pain of accepting that your actually gone. and im stuck with it. forever.
